Wednesday, March 25, 2026

I just thought of something

ALSO 
I wasn't talking about 
macking on women 
I was talking about 
having problems 
dealing with being 
AROUND 
them

I'm not trying to 
make you feel insecure 
that just occurred to me 
that you might think that

YOU 
are the only one I'm ever thinking about 
ROMANTICALLY 
& I don't think I have done a good job with that
I'm not looking to branch out

I just think
it's weird that I don't feel comfortable around 
WOMEN

I've mentioned it before 

ALTHOUGH 
it might
PARTIALLY be
a neurodivergent thing

and men don't have the same systems
I feel like there is a
NORM enforcing aspect to women
that I don't FEEL the same way
with men
in groups
which
isn't anything to do with attraction 
THAT probably 
SCARES me any time I recognize it