I was looking for
jimmy kimmel
then I realized they just do week days
BUT
then I saw one with sarah silverman
& suddenly I realized
I'd seen it before
it was something that went viral
like seventeen years ago
& I don't think I even knew who jimmy kimmel was
& I didn't know who he was
when they were threatening to cancel him
I'm only watching him NOW because of THAT
I THINK
BUT
I thought the sense of
just CRAZY in-joke
FUN
was so different from the world I feel like we are in now that it made me wonder how much of that is just ME post mental break (or whatever)
I don't want to be stressful
I'm going through some
CHANGES
but I
am UP to them, I think
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
