Sunday, March 8, 2026

streaming consciousness

I hear thunder
maybe 
it will rain
again

I was ALSO thinking 
if you were gonna tie each card
to some system

or whatever 

WHAT about judgement 
I feel like I don't have 
or didn't HAVE 

NOW
maybe I DO have 
it's tied to the concept 
of the bodies popping up at the trumpet call
THAT 
ALWAYS really turned me OFF 
& the meaning never would 
really STICK

BUT 
it's about 
the PHOENIX energy 
NEW

SO
then HOW is that DIFFERENT from the ENSO

BECAUSE 
ya STILL got the WORLD

& MAYBE 
it's back to the gnostic IDEA of remembering 
I contain the DIVINE SPARK 

BUT 
what SYSTEM does THAT -- oh wait, I SEE

you're bringing this up 
BECAUSE 
you think it ties into 
the IDEA I said 
I LIKED -- for something, when I had it, so now?

CIRCUS GNOSIS 

I don't KNOW I'm not sure HOW it fits

it doesn't SOUND great
if ya say it aloud
I DO LIKE 
the way it looks

MAYBE 
it just reminds us of 
IF I RAN the CIRCUS -- for sure it's a little that

BUT 
is there a system that takes you through 
a kind of de-programming

is that necessarily a 
SPIRITUAL process -- I WANT to say it is

if you go to a tony robbins seminar & get inspired are you any less feeling the spark
I'm not sure 

OR
is it NOT a PROCESS specifically NOT 

is it the
JUMP

THAT SEEMS RIGHT 

it's the POINT where YOU interface MAYBE 

AND THEN 
you go through to the WORLD 


OH
I JUST got it
the HERMIT 

GENIUS