Wednesday, March 25, 2026

I'm gonna sleep soon

it makes me SAD to think 
YOU might have thought
I was doing that
I remember HOW I used to 
SPIRAL
thinking about 
the things
you MIGHT think 
I was saying 
BAD

it made me 
FEEL 
MUCH 
MORE
LOVED
when I let go of THAT 

SO
I'm going to 
NOT think
you were thinking I was saying 
THAT

I enjoy thinking 
that you feel confident in 
& this kind of
protectively strong towards
SOLID LOVE

& even if this is in some ways 
perhaps inaccurate or 
unrealistic 

I don't want to be worried about 
whether or not you
are worried 
about us

I'm not saying you are
BUT 
I've got 
STUFF 
working against me

I need not to add
worries

I LOVE you 
I'm gonna stop talking 

goodnight sweetheart