Thursday, March 26, 2026

not sleeping yet

I feel like 
I screwed something up 
because of getting something wrong 
& I'm not sure if it was something 
to do with 
my dreams 
or having the thing about my mom
& the people from the studio 
are calling
& that brings in
the whole female friend thing
& then maybe I made you feel some kinda way
OR
just didn't respond to the right thing in the right WAY

maybe I didn't do anything wrong 
& I just feel SAD

BUT 
I was farther TODAY from the 
VIBING with the UNIVERSE 
than I have been 
SOME other
DAYS

SO
I'm gonna try to sleep NOW 
& WAKE UP
CLOSER
to the 
person I 
WANT 
to be 

🫶