Monday, March 9, 2026

more tarot thoughts

I was thinking about 

the moon
the sun
the star

I feel resistant to give them 
SYSTEMS

I'm not sure 
WHY

the moon could easily be 
the sub-conscious
or something 

the sun
could be something to do with happiness 
although that seems asymmetrical 
in a place that feels like it

WOULD BE
symmetrical 

the star is like -- hope/dreams for the future

THAT
FEELS 
personal

I feel weird about a system 
although it could be
of course

I KEEP wanting 
STRENGTH
to be an OCTOPUS -- maybe because eight

or I don't KNOW why

I don't think I can make a good case for it

I still KINDA want 
the foot and LEGO 

although I think the devil is about
being trapped in 
addiction 
or limiting beliefs 

not feeling in control maybe 
when you have a strong 
NEED to CONTROL 

the tower
I had some idea -- which I'm remembering as being really different somehow 
because of
the
PORTALS 

I can't remember 
I'm really not happy -- how did I not write it down 

the hanged man
I like to think
is a shamanic thing

BUT 
it's just as legitimately WAITING 
surrendering to a situation 
where you have limited
CONTROL 

maybe even seeing things from a new perspective 

I feel like I might not know the whole story 
on the hanged man