Saturday, March 7, 2026

brain chatter really

I'm having this
RECURRING 
something 

where I'm LIKE 
& I think I've tried to describe it before 
I feel like it's important 

MAYBE 
it's psychic 
BALLAST

something about 
HOW 
everything was okay at any point in the past
HOW 
everything organized itself 

there's a BIG picture 

& then there's the little picture 

& sometimes the bigger picture 
isn't all that obvious to the
day to day

HOW did that WORK again

I slept and I felt like I was working things out

BUT 
I've got so MUCH work to do 
I'm looking at myself 
SO 
I guess I'm dealing with the body image issues 

skincare is, once again, hitting it out of the park
mvp product --  ma:nyo bifida ampoule mist

in my defense 
the spokes for the BODY management 

I SEE -- ONE department -- please continue 

LENTILS 

excuse me WHAT does LENTILS mean 

they are SOME KIND of MAGIC
VERY healthful

I think there's a slipperiness about what people really care about in your mind and you wonder if whatever you have to say only has meaning for you and there's a core part of you that knows some people want to know things that are grounded in the real world and it's good to try to touch the real world and this is another part of the psychic ballast

LENTILS 
digest better than just about anything else 
you can make them into anything 
nutrient dense
cheap