I've been thinking about it a lot lately

I don't think you look bad with a mustache

I just don't think you look like you

If you take a bunch of time to look tough and whatever then it can look really sexy

But when you're just looking like yourself I don't like it

But I'm not sure that that's because it doesn't look good

And I want to make perfectly clear if it would make you happier to have a mustache I'll get used to it eventually

I think I just have kind of bad associations with mustaches

And I really love the way you look

And so for me the mustache messes it up it makes me think of my father and like other guys that I've dated and just none of it has good association so it it's distracting and slightly triggering

But I think I presented it as though you didn't look good that way in an absolute sense and that probably isn't true

I think probably if that's a look that makes you happy then you should just do it and I'll figure it out

I don't know why I'm so like obsessed with this right now but it's not like I haven't thought about it off and on for the entire time since

Not sure how coherent this is

To recap

I don't like the mustache

Unless you're going to spend all of your time looking mean and tough

But I don't want you to spend all your time looking mean and tough so

I don't like the mustache

But the most important thing

Is that you like the way you look

So when I'm trying to say is if you're happier with the mustache I will readjust

And if I made you feel like you did not look good that way in an objective sense

Then I'm sorry that was a dick move

I love you very much

This doesn't seem terribly lucid to me

But I'm still not running a fever