Okay well I'm doing better again

And I don't want to overdramatize my situation I'm not like oh so sick

I've had some symptoms that have been unpleasant

But except for the vomiting

They really have been that bad

And since the vomiting was on one day and it was contained to a span of several hours

I just I don't know whether to say

Oh yes I have covid

Or to explain the symptoms away to other things

Ed I have been taking

Who's Ed?

And I have been taking the homeopathic flu medicine I've been taking it more like once every 12 hours than once every 6 hours

I'm also taking something called bioplasma by Hylands

I had started taking that before I got sick

There was just a lot of chatter

Some Amazon reviews some YouTube videos blah blah blah that said that the stuff was amazing for pretty much everything that could possibly be wrong with you

And I have a bias against Hylands because when I couldn't find the Boiron homeopathic stuff before I tried them and I felt like none of their stuff did anything but this is a little bit different it's not plant things it's cell salts so bioplasma is the 12 cell salts and it's supposed to be for relief of symptoms of colds, simple nervous tension, fatigue, and headaches

And it comes in this kind of cool looking bottle and there's like a thousand tablets and it was like 10 bucks but you take like four tablets at a time or something so it's not like a thousand doses but still it's an awful lot

So I mean I suppose it's possible that I'm sick and the homeopathic stuff is making me feel better and making me not be sick

But I find that to be honest with you kind of hard to believe

and I mean

It's not that I want to be super sick

It's just that I'm not sure if I'm sick

Or if I'm just having what sick symptoms

I mean that vomiting was definitely illness

And it was extremely unpleasant and a little bit scary

But I can't absolutely rule out some sort of food poisoning although it doesn't really fit any of the patterns I can't absolutely rule out hormones either although it doesn't fit any of those patterns

But this isn't fitting any of the patterns that I have for cold or flu really either

So I don't feel confident saying that I have covid but then if I don't have covid what the f***** wrong with me

And I guess I feel better in the middle of the night because I just feel better in the middle of the night anyway

I am definitely very stiff and cracky and poppy like every time I move anything it cracks and that seems like it's a lot more than usual although that's not exactly an uncommon symptom in a milder degree

And I'm definitely still jangly

I'm not very well focused either

Oh I forgot to tell you

The universe told me to buy a book

I can't explain exactly how that happened

Because I can't really remember

but somehow

The universe thinks this is directly related to

And will be informative for

Writing my book

It says I was getting a little too lecture-y

where I need it to be more personal

So there's that

I think I'm going to go to sleep now

Goodnight sweetheart I love you very much 💋