So I'm backing off of the Ella campaign
And I'm going for the cough suppressant
Generic tussin
My ears are very plugged up and that is making me a little bit dizzy
And I'm feeling nauseated but I don't know if that's because I haven't eaten that I took Tessa on an empty stomach or if that's because I have something else going on I don't know
Also the herbal thing I take to top up my estrogen receptors I don't know if I took it yesterday
And I don't know for sure that I took it the day before yesterday
And it only takes a couple of days of missing that before that starts making me nauseated
So okay I just took one now
And I'll try to remember to take one later and maybe that'll get me back on track
I just feel like
Body maintenance has become quite the chore
I texted Lucy and I told her hey you know when I talk to you on Sunday I thought I was as sick as I was going to get and then I was you know on my way on the downslope but in fact I was still in the upslope of sickness and so I don't know whether Saturday is realistic or not
I mean I just don't know
The way I feel now I'm not sure if I'm on the upswing and I'm getting better or not
I don't think I'm getting any worse anymore
But I mean even if I'm well by Saturday
I might still be
To drained out to stand on my feet all day
I ordered Chinese food yesterday
I ordered noodles
And two soups
It ain't half of the noodles and one of the soups yesterday
That I was planning to have that other today
And I may still end up doing that I don't know
I guess it's kind of late now
But I just ordered Whataburger's
Which may not be the best plan based on the nausea at all
But I don't know if that's just
What my body said it wanted
I don't always make the best choices what I'm sick
I know several times when I've been sick while this is almost like traditional for me
I start to feel it a little bit better and then I'll just like binge eat a bunch of Cheetos or something and that'll make me feel worse
I think it's just got something to do with comfort food
