good lord, did you see i've got over sixty posts for march

now, granted, some of them are just a few words
but i have at least a half a dozen long-ish ones that i've never posted
because they seem negative, or whatever
plus some that were posted
and are reverted to draft
so
wow
i'm all like a chatty cathy, huh
and
i was feeling like i hadn't written much
because i have an idea what i think you want
and
i haven't been able to write that
but, whatever

i've got stuff i want to say
that i can't say

but
sixty is kind of a lot
i must have something to say to you
if you made sense
would i find you this compelling