proof of life

how much of what i am on the inside comes from film and television ghosts flickering inside my head before i was old enough to put them in context?  the truth is:  probably more than i'd like to admit.  i tend to respond negatively to that realization.  i shouldn't, though.

in fact, though the ghosts were passing through the airwaves for anyone, what i saw and remember is pretty different from others largely because we got at them before we could put them in context.  no context = raw data
in progress....