i'm going to bed to hopefully dream of you

i think i started a bunch of stuff
normally i would not publish all that
just whatever it was i was trying to say
but
today
i'm not editing
and i'm not worrying
i'm just starting it, with the idea of finishing
when the finishing makes sense to me

so
today
you are either a happy man
because i talked a lot
told you a bunch of the inside of my head
or
you are maybe not so happy
because i talked a lot
without saying a bunch of anything

also
if you wanted sexy talk
you are maybe even less happy
because i didn't give you any of that
although
with the bird cage
you might have thought you'd get that

i'm open to it
i just wasn't feeling it earlier

when you get ready for bed yourself tonight
i will likely be asleep
but if you want to join me in dreamland
i'm excited to tell you my dreams