very strange dreams

we were
not teenagers
but young twenties
and you were on a reality show
and I was worried
because you seemed to be constantly
with this girl, butterfly
I was afraid
that you were falling for her
but then
I thought I understood
what was going on
and then I wasn't worried
but
everything I said to you
sounded really bad
no matter what I meant to say
and then
I was afraid you'd leave me
for being a super bitch
there was more
but I can't remember it