Monday, April 20, 2026

thoughts

I was going through an old photo album
edith (my hippie aunt) 
left with my mom 
who never gave it to me
& I found when I was
clearing out her 
house 

I found a picture she had taken
of Lombardi street
---the crookedest Street in the world---

& she had a note on it for me
because I was three & a half and likely wouldn't 
REMEMBER 

the note SAID 
this is a picture I took of Lombardi street 
joan really liked it

I REMEMBER 
VIVIDLY 
when edith directed us onto that street
& joan got a view of it
realized she couldn't back up
couldn't find any way
OUT of it
freaked out
& proceeded to wind the enormous whale of a car
down this street without hitting anything 
with maybe a soupcon of
here goes nothin'
because 
what the hell, ya know 

I felt EVERY BIT of THAT 
AND 
while I do believe she 
SAID 
something LIKE 

well THAT was FUN

my TAKE is that
the feeling was 

edith had done it, probably on purpose, but since she didn't drive there wasn't any point in saying anything because she would just SAY
OH I had NO IDEA
that might be stressful*
SO
no body ever called her on it

*I don't believe anythone ever said stressful back then

BUT 
the IDEA 
that joan enjoyed the experience 
that she would write me a 
NOTE
telling me
joan liked it 
SEEMS WEIRD 
to me