Saturday, April 11, 2026

check in april 11th

I slept like fifteen or sixteen hours 
I needed to emotionally process 
& I feel like I do that
BETTER 
SOMETIMES 
while sleeping 

I woke up
with
baby blue
(by badfinger)
in my HEAD 
SO

maybe I've got you worried 
& that is not my intention 

I'm just trying to 
FOCUS on ME 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
rather than worrying 
TRY to have FAITH 
that I CAN
get ahold of what I 
NEED to understand  
to figure my sh*t out

if I'm focused on worrying about you 
that's not fixing my problem 

SO
it's NOT against your interest 

does that make sense