when you're working through
EMOTIONAL stuff
MAYBE
it's natural to
not go in
a straight
LINE
I feel
BETTER
today
& the dream was really helpful
SOMEHOW
in some way
I can't explain
& I guess
I was trying to figure out
HOW
to be in a state
with someone else
at the same time they are in the same state
without either of you
"at-ing"
& there was an aquatic quality to it
MAYBE
or gravity became
whimsical*
*I saw somebody use whimsical & it made me want to use it and I'm not sure this was the right place
BUT
maybe it is
because
the point is not to be
TOUGH
the POINT is not to feel like you need to be tough
is it
I'm not sure
is the tough
an act
or
do you feel
that you are
indeed
tough
I'm not sure
I don't want to
MASK
I'm not sure if what I do is masking
sleep is good
goodnight sweetheart
I LOVE you VERY much
