Sunday, April 12, 2026

dream thoughts

the first restaurant 
it doesn't seem like what I was doing 
was waitressing 
I would get an order
& it came out a slot
& I went & dumped it in this vat of something 
SO
I guess I was more like cooking it
& I don't know if I was taking it
TO
people or what

THEN
I don't remember anything about the second place except maybe I was at the wrong place 

& the last place was a swanky place
I was talking to someone official 
manager, owner, not sure
& they were talking about their 
PROBLEMS 
& I was like
OH
I'm happy to help with that
I don't think I'm much of a waitress
BUT 
I UNDERSTAND 
working a line
getting things done 

what makes you think you aren't a good waitress 
she asked

I don't think I passed the on the job experience 
at (I can't remember the restaurant name)

I was sure I didn't get all the recipes right 
since no one told me any recipes 
& I hadn't realized that was part of the job
BUT 
I didn't mention that 
because that's just an excuse 
NOT relevant 

we talked about the market niche
the restaurant filled
& she commended me on the choice

& it really seemed like
she wanted me on the team

BUT 
I really don't know what that MEANS