I decided I would rather sleep
there was enough weather
to give me a headache
SO
I decided I would do qi gong
&
it was more difficult than I thought it would be
I mean
I'm not saying it was difficult
I started with a very
SIMPLE one
something about the stance
wasn't comfortable
I kept having to
stop and touch my toes
stretching out my back, I guess
& the funny thing is that I have been feeling MORE RELAXED
I have a greater range of motion
in my neck & shoulders & upper back
than I have memory of when
I'm not sure what was my problem
I felt stiff & uncoordinated*
*I always want to put hyphens in these
I didn't do a lot of work on the room
physically just one project
BUT
I walked around the space
I did some pondering
I made some postulated beginnings for rules
about what to throw away
& what to donate
& what to keep
to try to sell
I made some postulated orders of operations
for going through the things still in the room
on the FLOOR and the CHAIR
I have this rug I didn't want to put down
after the apartment flooded
that I'm thinking
WALL
that seems like a lot of work
I've just about worked myself around to FLOOR
this rug
I was driving around
& this shop was going out of business
so the rug was at least fifty percent off
& I still had to talk myself
into it it was SO MUCH MORE than my
COMFORT ZONE
I'm not sure it's
CALM though
it's this
KINDA
burgundy--magenta wool kilim
with I wanna say
orange spikey wheels woven in with
some white accents
ACTUALLY
it MIGHT be TOO big for FLOOR
I'm unreasonably tired
for someone who didn't DO that much
