Thursday, April 30, 2026

check in april 29th

I've been pretty thinky
& I feel like 
I'm not 
SUPER 
organized in my thinking*
BUT 
I think you are 
COOL

*by which I think I mean I'm not saying things in the right order & am going to sound like I'm prioritizing things some kinda way way and I don't feel like saying in not particular order is a fix for it so I don't know if that means I'm paranoid or not sufficiently sovereign or what my problem is but

YOU are COOL
& I LOVE you VERY much 
& I love the shirt
it's adorable 
& I think
it's ALL 
VERY exciting
& I'm grateful for you 
& I was never not
BUT 
I was caught up in some stuff 
& I wasn't feeling the grateful-ness generally 

& I was trying to decide 
WHY

I'm not sure I have the answer yet

I'm gonna try to sleep now
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 🫶