& I feel like
I'm not
SUPER
organized in my thinking*
BUT
I think you are
COOL
*by which I think I mean I'm not saying things in the right order & am going to sound like I'm prioritizing things some kinda way way and I don't feel like saying in not particular order is a fix for it so I don't know if that means I'm paranoid or not sufficiently sovereign or what my problem is but
YOU are COOL
& I LOVE you VERY much
& I love the shirt
it's adorable
& I think
it's ALL
VERY exciting
& I'm grateful for you
& I was never not
BUT
I was caught up in some stuff
& I wasn't feeling the grateful-ness generally
& I was trying to decide
WHY
I'm not sure I have the answer yet
I'm gonna try to sleep now
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 🫶