I don't know if it was clear
BUT I think
these bits of ADVICE
are things I should have done
I couldn't really with the college
& I wasn't willing to
with the summer fishing job
I think it would have been
an amazing experience
& I THINK
having real life & death stuff
makes the depression
not have room to exist
BUT who knows
I CAN DO this camping thing
I'm just afraid
but that doesn't mean
it's the wrong thing though
BUT I'm remembering
that really nice cabin I stayed in
right near the 29 palms entrance to Joshua tree
with the well water
SO SWEET
I was trying to take bottles OUT with me
BUT it's the
OUT in the ENVIRONMENT
part
that I'm actually trying to GET
SO I just need to
DECIDE
do I have what it takes
to GET the personal GROWTH
