I think cleaning is a
mature thing to do
BUT
I'm not SURE about my motivation
I think I feel like
MAYBE I'm okay now
BUT
I don't REALLY understand
anything about
WHAT I did
RIGHT or
WRONG
I still feel like
there's STUFF I am
SUPPOSED to know
that I don't know
&
I'm not SURE if it's the same
STUFF
or new stuff
OR
if I'm just paranoid
does this make sense