I need to go to bed

I was gonna write something

BUT

nothing ever gelled

I got myself all worked up

over the playlist

which might

be to jumpy contextually

I took a lot of threads

about

religion and race

& cultural stuff

in a stream of consciousness approach

I just worry

that you'll think

I'm somehow saying

something bad about you

I trusted you not to

but now

I can't help myself

I'm checking anyway

I don't know if

that's being caring

or

just being some kind of asshole

AND

of course

if it's the first

THEN maybe it's the second too

because I waited too long