wasn't the REALITY
I was THEN
THAT
was there is no REAL
there is ONLY ever
the possibility
of pretend
&
I said before
that I was restructuring
that I couldn't
handle
MUCH
&
EVEN though
pretend is not nothing to me
& I NEVER really
stop believing
IT WAS TOO MUCH
for me
I have apologized
I AM SORRY
