Sunday, March 24, 2024

OK
NOW I've got she's gone by hall & Oates

BUT
I'm not gone
I don't think you're gone
SO
I'mma say
you don't think my dream
meant good things

I think I understand part of what's bothering me

I FEEL like
YOU wanted something
SPECIFIC from me
& SOME of what I did WAS good
BUT some of what I did
was NOT good
& I'm afraid

AND I'm so focused on you
I don't seem to be able
to just talk to you NORMAL
BECAUSE now
I THINK there are whole swaths of my personality
that you find distasteful

I'm kinda SPINNING