& I understand that it's me
& I'm trying to triangulate
between
glass of gasoline
& crossed off the list
the feedback I get
is
lady I barely know you
I've got a f*CKing STEEP learning curve
BUT
not THAT steep
I suppose I could be forgiven
for being afraid I'd lose you
learning from past experience
& going hard on the friend thing
the Joshua tree thing
I would really like to be
something
where I could
not, ya know
just some girl
more of an equal dynamic maybe
I'm doing my thing
it isn't about getting away from you
I don't want to get away from you
I want to find the
OPTIMAL
distance from you
where both you and I
FLOURISH
