I am distressing you
I don't really understand
I am processing emotions
which is really good and healthy
for me
but it's upsetting you
I don't want to upset you
& I can process emotions
without telling you about every step
ya know
I am trying to let you know
that I am here for you
I don't know what form this will ultimately take
& I don't think it needs to be decided
like right now
I'm trying to be what I am interpreting as
what you need from me
they're playing
Have you never been mellow
in my head
I LOVE you VERY much
but last night
I was a little hurt-y about
some stuff
& I couldn't with the caps
I'm committed to you
everything will be fine
PLEASE
stop stressing
