I feel very strongly led
that I need
to do this trip
this vision quest thingy
& that
SOMEHOW
my perspective
will
shift, resolve, clear, something
right now
I feel like I'm not SURE
exactly what I'm
saying or doing
& I feel like I'm gonna screw up something
IMPORTANT
I'm sorry for everything
I've done
that ever hurt you
or made you feel like maybe I didn't think
you were special to me
I'm not a mean girl
BUT
I'm gonna keep believing
that everything is fine
that I love you
& you know it
& as I figure things out
I will try
to let you know
