a fair percentage of the thoughts
are about unflushing a mouse
& you can't
& I really hate it when people
hurt me & feel bad about it
& want me to comfort them
it's inappropriate
so I hesitated
to do this at all
but
I feel like I understand a THING
that I think I made you feel
& i didn't think it through
enough to see
BUT
also maybe the way I did see it
isn't how you want either
& I get that too
WHAT I want to say
is i WISH I could fix it
I NEVER wanted you to feel
ANY kind of bad