MAYBE
you'd like me
LESS
BUT
the tarot
SAYS
no, you don't
& just so you
KNOW
the full extent of my difficult-ness
if I ever say
TOO MANY VARIABLES
it MEANS
I'm using my entire processing ability
on what I'm dealing with
RIGHT NOW
& if you say
ANYTHING
to indicate that you are
STILL
gonna push it
THEN
you drop my capabilities to handle
whatever I'm ALREADY handling
by thirty percent
which must NOW
SUPPRESS
me from
getting up and walking out
I don't just do a SHAME spiral
like I'm supposed to
for NOT being ABLE to DO the THING
I EXTERNALIZED
THAT sh*t
YEARS
AGO
