I asked 
a third time
& it's 
the TOWER 
AGAIN
is it 
POSSIBLE 
that she was wanting 
YOU 
& I stepped on THAT 
I'm REACHING here
BUT 
I'm LIKE 
OK OK the TOWER
I GET it
BUT 
can you make that any 
CLEARER
& it gave me
the SUN 
& the knight of CUPS
I MEAN 
it's NOT really 
my business, I'm just trying to figure out 
IF I just didn't 
LIKE her
OR
if there was SOME 
MORE 
SUBTLE thing
I'm supposed to be 
GLEANING
I get STUCK on things 
I don't understand 
I want to 
UNDERSTAND 
& SOMETIMES 
that's not realistic 
I can tell you
that music teacher
she works with neurodivergent kids
all the time
did you SEE how she rescued ME 
& I personally think
SHE slightly 
STRONG ARMED
spit it out girl
into coming at ALL 
BECAUSE she believes in her
SO STRONGLY 
remodel guy
is a BETTER person 
in proximity to 
his MOTHER who
DID
SOMEHOW 
seem similar to me
although I 
can't explain 
HOW 
doug & Lisa
are BOTH fundamentally
KIND & insecure
french horn guy
I bet you
FIFTY BUCKS 
ends up
SURPRISING us SOMEHOW 
he's planned out a life
that WORKS on PAPER 
it's LOGICAL
& RESPONSIBLE 
& COVERS his ASS
BUT 
HE is QUIRKY 
& he's NOT 
PLANNING to actually 
LIVE
that life
this is the kinda stuff going on in the background 
I can't shut this off