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flowering chaos
a dream journal
Thursday, July 31, 2025
ALSO
I'm literally living my life
in the
MOST
it's ALL about ME
WAY
as I'm trying to
FIX MYSELF
SO
I guess it's a
PARTICULAR TYPE
of ALL
ABOUT
ME
that I consider to be the
PROBLEM
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