& I lay down 
& fell
ASLEEP 
I'm exhausted 
MAYBE 
I really wanted to 
TALK about 
my brother 
AND
the PART 
that HITS 
DAD
TALKED about me
apparently 
LIKE 
I was GREAT 
BUT 
TREATED me 
NOT so MUCH 
I will NEVER understand 
THAT
although I've 
SEEN it other TIMES 
& the fact that jason
RESENTS me
makes some kinda sense now
BUT 
I MEAN 
F*CK
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋
I hope you are having a beautiful day 🫶🫶🫶 
I think I'm going back to 
SLEEP 
I don't WANT to 
PUZZLE this OUT 
F*CK
I WISH that
I am having psychological and emotional problems and I'm not doing 
very well
& I'm not responding to you 
because you are 
TRIGGERING ME 
I WISH 
THAT MEANT 
SOMETHING 
I THINK I'm doing 
SO MUCH 
BETTER 
BUT 
I just wish
I LOVE you 
I HOPE 
GOOD stuff 
for YOU today 
👾🫚🍀🔥❤️