Tuesday, July 15, 2025

I had a headache 
& I lay down 
& fell
ASLEEP 

I'm exhausted 
MAYBE 
I really wanted to 
TALK about 
my brother 

AND
the PART 
that HITS 

DAD
TALKED about me
apparently 
LIKE 
I was GREAT 
BUT 

TREATED me 
NOT so MUCH 


I will NEVER understand 
THAT
although I've 
SEEN it other TIMES 

& the fact that jason
RESENTS me
makes some kinda sense now

BUT 
I MEAN 
F*CK


I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋
I hope you are having a beautiful day 🫶🫶🫶 
I think I'm going back to 
SLEEP 
I don't WANT to 
PUZZLE this OUT 

F*CK

I WISH that
I am having psychological and emotional problems and I'm not doing 
very well
& I'm not responding to you 
because you are 
TRIGGERING ME 

I WISH 
THAT MEANT 
SOMETHING 

I THINK I'm doing 
SO MUCH 
BETTER 

BUT 

I just wish


I LOVE you 
I HOPE 
GOOD stuff 
for YOU today 
👾🫚🍀🔥❤️