I JUST got out of BED
I had a bottle of water
with me
SO
I'm sure I drank
SOME water
BUT
I didn't get up
except to pee
& I didn't even scroll through my phone
MUCH
I didn't DREAM much
& I didn't NEED NyQuil
the congestion in my HEAD has thickened
SO it isn't uncomfortably dripping
& I can intermittently
BREATHE
through
ONE
NOSTRIL
or the other
it's MOVED to my
CHEST
SO
moving around much encourages
MORE COUGHING
I'm not sure what I said yesterday
BUT
I was interested in
FOOD
SO
I ordered lo mein & won ton soup
which seems to have held me
MORE than twenty four hours
TRADITIONALLY
I would be
PUSHING
BUT
I don't SEE any advantage
to not giving myself
the permission to
JUST get BETTER
at my own rate
BUT
MAYBE
it's
BAD
I don't know
I'm SORRY
IF
I'm being freaky
I LOVE you VERY much 💋
I'm NOT
DEPRESSED
I don't think
BUT
I am thinking about
my mom
& HOW to make her
LESS TOXIC
to me
SO
HONESTLY
I'm not in a hurry to get back to her
I DID have a DREAM
BUT
it SEEMS
SILLY
there was a whole
FLEET of CARS
for some official something
& I had them
ALL
fitted out with some kind of
LIKE
plastic cutlery or something
where is had this
COOL effect
it didn't SEEM important
BUT
it was COOL
I'm NOT sure
if I should be WORRIED about
my LOST day
