I don't know how to describe
the DREAMS
LAST NIGHT
there was STUFF about
HOW to tell if you're
being tracked
there was STUFF about
HOW to make
your invisible
ENTRY
NOT visible
I KEPT trying to get in line
for CHOCOLATE CHIP cookies
& I couldn't
SEEM
to EVER GET them
my TAKE AWAY is
I MUST
FEEL better
because I REALLY want
chocolate chip cookies
BUT
THAT
doesn't FEEL like
an
IMPORTANT
take away
BUT
I DO
have LIKE a rebuttal for the
PAIN BODY
NOBODY
MADE ME
PROVE
I WAS MAGIC
& it is NOT a HARDSHIP to
PROVE I'm MAGIC
in FACT
NONE of the
"FACTS"
are the
PROBLEM
it's the
VIBRATION
& THAT
is just NOT
HOW I FEEL
BUT
the IDEA that
I have to continue to
DEAL with my mom until she KICKS OFF
COMBINED with my
BROTHER just
JUMPING
on some
TRIGGER adjacent property
I FELL into
an unaliving myself adjacent mood
& THAT
I THINK
let me SEE the pain body
I tried explaining
I've been working twenty years
for the opportunity
& HOW
can I EXPLAIN it to him
BUT
it's to do with trauma
I can't JUST chuck him out
I have to dissolve him
