I probably should respond to my brother at some point
I KEEP getting
the EMPRESS & DEATH
SO
I LOOKED at
what OTHER people
SAY it
MEANS
AND
it all about
REBIRTH
& TRANSFORMATION
CREATIVE development
BUT
when I ASKED
BEFORE
I came home
what are my
NEXT STEPS
it gave me this
VERY OBVIOUS message
that I'm not EXACTLY sure
HOW to interpret
it was
DICHOTOMY
three of swords & three of cups
AND
three more of those
& I'm LIKE
THIS
has GOT to be
SOMETHING like
DECIDE what YOU want
OR
SET the PARAMETERS for your WORLD
OR
ANYTHING you WANT
OR
EVERYTHING is AVAILABLE to you
OR
SOMETHING
when I had ASKED the universe
WHAT I NEEDED to KNOW
& the gummy had just
HIT
& I had this
NANOsecond of FEAR
& I was LIKE
WOW
I haven't had
ANY
trouble
with these before
& BEFORE
ANY KIND of EXISTENTIAL DREAD
could take hold
I GET
YOU'VE COME THROUGH
the SHAMANIC initiation process is
OVER*
& he's NOT gonna STOP loving you
& I CRIED & CRIED
BUT
in a GOOD
WAY
*which I'm not trying to think is about you or us exactly, but maybe the whole going down underground and being torn apart and reFORMed -- if you follow
SO
MAYBE
DIRECTIONS say
GO ANYWHERE
