Saturday, July 26, 2025

TODAY 
has been 
WEIRD 

I texted my mom yesterday 
& I was LIKE 
are you ok on food
I might be able to go to the grocery 
if you're out of food 

she's like no I'm FINE 

I wake up at eight-ish pm
& there's a text from eight hours ago
OK are we going to
LUNCH 

I'm LIKE 
HEY 
I just woke up
OH you must be very well rested, how do you feel 
NOT good

OH MAYBE you're not well yet

I NEVER said I was well
I said if you were out of food
I MIGHT have the energy to drag myself 
through the grocery store 
& YOU said you were FINE 
SO I had 
NO PLANS to DO anything today 

I DREAMED 
I had been waiting for 
SOMEONE who would GRADE my WORK PROPERLY 
& I'd FINALLY 
gotten someone 
SO
EVERYONE was freaking out 
because I turned in a three inch stack of blueprints 

DEVELOPMENT of a PARK
with different options 
BASED on
DIFFERENT ways the
COMMUNITY 
might want to develop the land, based on priorities 

the old instructor 
would ONLY 
ALLOW 
ONE
OPTION 

THEN
I ALSO dreamed 
this VERY elaborate WORK model
that I have a hard time explaining 

THEN
I WORKED in 
a SMALL 
garage studio all day

without realizing 
there wasn't any lighting

BUT 
PRODUCED
SOME
BODY of WORK 
I was PROUD of 

THEN
I explained to 
SOME co-worker (?) guy 

SOME psycho-philosophical issue I had
in my interactions with others
in the workplace 

SO
I DID 
MONTHS worth of WORK 
while I was sleeping 

WHAT does THAT
MEAN