the way sickness 
SEEMS to 
work for me these days
is I get sick
when I need to
PROCESS 
I ordered a 
SMOOTHIE king 
because I thought I wanted
JUICE 
BUT 
I'm gonna have to MAKE myself 
DRINK it
I got a COUNTER offer
5.1% with a message about
HOW he WISHED 
I could 
UNDERSTAND
UNDERSTAND
the situation in bolivia 
&
I don't FEEL good about it
LIKE 
I can't explain 
it's a LOT of money to ME 
& the situation 
MIGHT 
be FINE, but it SEEMS a little 
POSSIBLY SKETCH
SO
I'm NOT doing it 
BUT 
I'm all WEEPY
& I don't know what that is about 
I KEEP getting 
the TOWER card
followed by
SO
MANY 
GOOD CARDS 
BUT 
WHAT does THAT
MEAN
PLUS 
I've seen all these new interpretations
of the marilyn thing
I'm JUST 
UNSETTLED