I made food
SO
I have proven that I
CAN function
I KINDA wish I hadn't
EATEN food
&
I'm not sure if that is because
there's something wrong with my stomach
or if I JUST
DON'T want to EAT
&
if the desire to not eat is because I want
to be a smaller mass
LIGHTER
which
is not a BAD thing
BUT
I'm not sure whether my natural tendency
is HEALTHY
SO
I'm trying to decide what to do
I didn't DRIVE the CAR
TODAY
SO
coulda prepped better
BUT
it's FINE
I thought about you chin a fair amount
I had pancakes
I have this
high protein mix
& I made them with c8 mct
& I made them
RESTAURANT
SIZE and
SHAPE
& I just realize
THAT must be BASED on SOMETHING*
*I'm not sure what I m using as criterion
THEN
I didn't just slap peanut butter on
& I didn't WANT syrup
SO
I melted some GHEE
& MANUKA
which
was pretty good
I was pretty happy with it
I HOPE you had FUN
I've ALSO been
thinking
about
that
DREAM
I HAVE this
SCULPTURAL ELEMENT
in my mind
BUT
I don't remember what part of the party it ties
BACK to
it's this TWIST of LEGS in stripey tights
& I WONDER
did I JUST
SEE
stripey tights
OR
did my subconscious go full festival
