& it turns out
I DID record it
I KNEW
I TRIED
BUT
then I couldn't seem to find the video
BUT
I'm glad I couldn't find it before
I MIGHT have been
self conscious
I think
I sound
sharp
&/or
flat
SHRILL
I FEEL like
my upper range was
SMOOTH
when I used to sing in it before
BUT
I'm happy with the
STRENGTH
of my voice at that register
VERY happy with THAT
it has been
a LONG ROAD back to THAT