I FEEL like 

there are some things

you MIGHT LIKE 

to HEAR

&

I WANT to 

BUT 

I'm doing SO MUCH processing 

I don't think I could do them

JUSTICE yet

I'm SO SO glad

I have come on this journey 

& I FEEL like 

I've REALLY 

LIKE 

WORKED through 

SO MUCH 

STUFF 

I can't 

EXPLAIN 

& I'm not sure 

HOW 

it looks from the outside 

I wasn't sure if I was gonna be able to 

HANDLE this length of time

OR distance 

I just

MAYBE 

had FAITH 

that this was

WHAT 

I NEEDED to do

WHEN 

 I needed to do it

AND

HERE 

I 

AM 

AND

I don't 

FEEL the SAME 

even remotely as I did when I started

AND

I saw a picture of the back of my head

& I'm not satisfied with 

the cut

WHEN 

I cut it I was LIKE I just need the back

to NOT look JANKY 

& it didn't 

& it doesn't 

OH

& I also wanted to be able to ponytail 

BUT 

NOW

I want my hybrid 

Einstein/Marilyn to go all the way round

do you know 

I recently read somewhere*

*not vetted 

SHE had a higher IQ

I'm not that hung up on IQ

BUT 

I thought it was interesting 

I hope you are having a beautiful day sweetheart 🫶 🫶 🫶