if there's something
I should tell you
that
I don't KNOW I should tell you
and it said
EMPRESS
& THREE of EARTH
& I'm not SURE
what that
MEANS
the CREATIVE principle
mother ENERGY or
SOMETHING
& OUR
CARD
& I've had BIKE stuck in my HEAD
when I first got my chart done
I LOOKED at it
& I looked STUFF up
& the way the houses were
ACTIVATED
I was LIKE
doesn't SEEM like
I came here
for career
AT ALL
NO KARMA there
THIS life
is ABOUT
RELATIONSHIP
& I wasn't
SUPER happy about THAT
& I'm LIKE
WELL
I don't know if I really believe in
ASTROLOGY anyways
BUT
I can HONESTLY say
my relationship with you
has been the
LIFE part
of my
LIFE
I can't say I really understand that
I can't EXPLAIN it
I MEAN
I could SAY
you complete me
something like that, but it sounds trite
I've had a hard time of it
BECAUSE
even though I KNEW you loved me
I have this long history of people loving me
in ways that was unhealthy
& I didn't know
what it meant to you, ya KNOW
AND
I don't know if that's what I need to tell you or not
I NEED you
& I LOVE you
& I really don't think I'd still be here
if it wasn't for you
<3
