what I did today
I was gonna go to WORK CLUB
and/or HAUL a chair down to the dumpster
& have a conversation with myself
about whether we really need
the STUFF in the
CHAIR
BUT
I decided I needed to continue to MAINTAIN
in some ways I can't quantify
I think I'm BETTER
BUT
I'm engaging in a pretty intense numbing regimen
while at the same time
I wrote this LIKE mission statement TYPE thing
AND now
RANDOM synchronicity
-- is presenting bits of it to me --
I'm trying to FOCUS
trying to notice
the ZONE
& bits come up that I have to
RECONCILE
