Monday, February 16, 2026

notes February 16/17th

I went to work club
I missed work club

I'm not doing the empathy engine 
any more
something about my
experience with 
the narcissist 
makes me 
THINK 

that's not gonna work 
SO
I'm thinking all these thoughts 
& suddenly 
I'm LIKE 

I need questions 

I guess like to pull out personality stuff 

WHAT would you do if you KNEW
you COULDN'T FAIL

I've always had trouble with that
BUT 
TODAY 
I came RIGHT back

BUY a LOTTERY ticket 

I don't know whether to think
that's BAD 

I MEAN 
I think the point is 
PICK a THING 

BUT 
then I had this
thing come down the
channelTube

the UNIVERSE needs you to DECIDE FASTER

SO
maybe 
I was thinking a hundred million dollars would facilitate multiple things I'd like to 
ACCOMPLISH

I didn't buy one YET though


I've been thinking about a thing my mom said
back at the beginning 



I'm just trying to keep myself alive 
without killing you 



as lived experience 
it SEEMED like a 
LINE

BUT 
out of context
I KINDA like it 

I'm maybe gonna use it
SOMEHOW