Sunday, February 15, 2026

movie notes

I watched 
borg vs mcenroe 

I thought as a film it was pretty amazing 
I'm not sure whether it
REALLY 
captured
THEM

I don't really 
REMEMBER what they were like
from any sort of personal 
MEMORY 

I remember having an awareness of them
more mcenroe 
I had much MORE awareness of 
billie jean king
and then later martina 

I've never really understood tennis 
I've TRIED I'm not sure what the problem is 

when I'm watching a game 
I can get a lot of what's 
HAPPENING 
from the
ENERGY 

but I just can't seem to make my brain 
absorb whatever it is

BUT 
I WANT to understand it
OR maybe I don't really 
BUT 
I think I do

and anyway I wanted to understand mcenroe 

what I remember of him as a kid
I don't think the angry thing
I think all that kind of 
HOW TRANSGRESSIVE
that WAS

I think that was LOST on ME 


I think I thought everybody thought he was
KINDA excitingly dramatic 

I REALLY liked the pacing of the film
& the way the different worlds
we're realized

the scene where borg is at
STUDIO 54
& everything in the world is going on 
BUT 
SOMEHOW 
he is completely not part of any of it

but almost in a psychedelic way 

or something 

I MEAN 
I resonated with THAT 

BUT 
I feel like maybe I didn't get 
an equally strong 
MOMENT with 
mcenroe 
I wanted the wall writing to be that
BUT 
it wasn't quite 


& I have a hard time 
imagining 
that you haven't seen it

I enjoyed it 
BUT 
not as much as I could potentially have 
if I just had a better understanding 

although sometimes 
that can go the other way