Sunday, February 15, 2026

night

I didn't go to sleep
I've just been
THINKING 
listening to a rain video 

making notes

OH
I almost forgot 
I was gonna tell you

I recently noticed 
ALL the REST of the INFJ YouTube people 
besides Frank James
are KINDA weird
& then
somebody said her thought FJ was really an ENFJ

& I was LIKE oh no if that's true 

then they're all weird 

& then I was trying to figure out 
WHAT made them
SEEM WEIRD 

so I can look for THAT in ME 

which I think is adorably EXTRA of me

although 
it could be that they don't have any sense of humor at all 

LIKE -- ANTI

they're ALL 
& I mean it's like four or five
VERY taking themselves 
VERY seriously 
NOW that I'm thinking about it -- I'm not sure if 

any of them has smiled

OH
I JUST remembered 

I was on this TRIP 
which is a STORY of it's OWN

BUT 
I was somewhere near boston
KINDA rural
& I went for a walk
down this little 
ROAD
I don't think it was a car road
BUT 
there were FIELDS and trees
& it was golden hour

& I'm remembering THAT as like a high point
of the trip
BUT 
there was a lot of good stuff on that trip