Friday, February 6, 2026

2/6-7 notes

I'm in a weird-ish place today 
I'm really grateful for
the amount I have
been able to
GROW
in THIS period 
where I KINDA lost my mind a little bit 
I'm not certain 
HOW 
sane I am at this point 

I FEEL like 
I experience THINGS in a strange way 

& I'm not SURE 
if I'm supposed to MAKE that
MORE concrete

AM I too DISTANT 
TOO in my HEAD 

or is THAT exactly HOW I'm supposed to be 
& I JUST need to figure out how I fit in

I FEEL like I've changed a LOT 

I FEEL like the DIRECTION 
is MORE OUTSIDE 
more nature
MORE 
ONE with the UNIVERSE 

& I'm looking around wondering
can I sell any of this stuff 
WILL I sell any of it
I don't know the answer 

I WANT 
a very minimalist 
VIBE 

BUT 
I also have stuff that I'm pretty attached to
 
OR
am I