HAVE BEEN wanting it
& I decided
that this
is one of those points where
THINGS
are just different enough to
WARRANT
NEW
I decided I'd look to see if it was available in a
LOT on ebay USED
& I found one
with a total
of four
DECKS
one of them is called
FORREST of ENCHANTMENT tarot
it's tiny
& CUTE
but it's really friendly
& it says you are
SUPER WORRIED
about ME
& I'm LIKE
yeah
I'm not exactly
NOT
worried about me
I'm in the changing into phase
BUT
I'm confident
I'm healing in the right direction
I haven't escaped all the thought patterns yet
& I guess maybe that's why
I turned to gnosticism
it's got such an elaborate
I'm not ready to
BANG it out
it's not really
THAT interesting
EXCEPT
in a kind of a
WEIRD way
& I keep bringing it up
I guess there's a reason for that
I THINK I want to write
SOMETHING
about it
GENESIS
there was this like zeitgeist-y vibe
it was in the gnostic christian writing
BUT
it was ALSO in
the aramaic translations
for non-hebrew speakers
the genesis was
UPDATED
I don't remember the exact points of overlap
BUT
the IDEA of this
zeitgeist-y
VIBE
which I think ultimately was the influence of
greek philosophical influence
something about
the FORMS
though
