Friday, August 1, 2025

I'm wondering 
IF 
rather than try to treat her
as though she was a
GOOD person 
who cared
about me
& JUST REFUSE to accept anything else 
JUST ignore or whatever 

I WONDER 
IF
it would be at ALL useful to 
IMAGINE 
HOW 
I could treat her
EQUIVALENTLY 

it could be 
FUNNY 
OR
it could be 
VIBRATION lowering 

I'm not sure what I think about it
I MEAN 
if I'm not DOING it 

FIRST THING 
point out
something she's likely to be 
SELF CONSCIOUS about

WOW
you are looking so...
uh, HEALTHY 
really
BIG presence there

should we maybe stop and buy you some next size up diapers 

have you HEARD anything from 
MEREDITH 
OH
that's 
RIGHT 
you don't have any human interaction skills
& you don't really CARE about anyone but yourself 
SHE REALIZED 

your ADVICE is sh*t
& you aren't ACTUALLY CAPABLE of 
HELPING 

she's MOVED ON from you
because she's realized 

you're just like betty 


it is
KINDA funny
BUT 
it doesn't make me feel BETTER