Sunday, August 24, 2025

the lesson I've been 
DOWNLOADING 
last night
TODAY

I guess I have to remember 
so they're letting me 
REMEMBER 
parts 
of it

you HAVE to 
STORE
JOY
in your muscles

it's VERY important 

I woke up multiple times 
with CRAMPS 
in the front of my thigh muscles 

NOT in the big strong muscles
in the weak
front inner thigh muscles 

I had a hard time 
WALKING that OFF

there was a bunch a more stuff
BUT 
I don't remember it

STORE JOY in your muscles 


JUST now
I guess 
BEFORE I woke up 
I was talking to 
YOU 
& you seemed 
solid, not tentative 

it wasn't specifically romantic 
BUT 
it was kinda thrilling none the less